Sunday, April 29, 2012

Course Reflection


This class has been really beneficial for both reading writing skill development.  Learning to analyze writing has added a depth to my reading as I now think in terms of the writer’s motivation and the meaning behind the work.  At first this was excessively irritating when reading for pleasure (which I have very little time for anyway), because I couldn’t turn it off, but now it has assimilated and is just another one of the things running through my mind as I read.  I find that my dreams are addressing things that I read and helping me develop deeper insight, especially when I read without attempting to analyze.  My writing skill has improved as I’ve learned to write PIE paragraphs and have worked to develop cohesiveness within each essay.  As a bonus, the volume of my personal writing has increased as I now work in assignment form when I feel stuck.  I have taken an abundance of writing courses and am not certain why the idea to use an assignment has not taken hold prior to this, possibly the connection between the analysis and the writing spurned it.  The skills I’ve learned have helped make me a more thoughtful reader and a more prolific and precise writer.
I am applying the writing skills on a daily basis in several areas, it helps that I feel I’ve incorporated them rather than just learned a lot of rules that I could eventually forget.  In my current job I am required to write numerous letters and emails to owners, tenants and contractors each day.  In addition I am enjoying using the skills, as well as analysis of my own writing, as I work on completing my book.  As I continue pursuing my degree I will certainly utilize much of what I’ve learned in this class.  I expect to continue using the writing skills on a regular basis so this has been extremely valuable to me. 
My challenges in the class have been mainly in creating a user-friendly blog, and time management.  This was the first blog I’ve created and it was difficult to figure out how to make it work.  For example, I created a white background to write on, but in my first assignment didn’t know to change the font color, which was defaulted to white as the original background was the photo.  As a result, I had white font on white background, so basically no writing appeared on the page, and it only took me a week to discover what the problem was.  I have ideas for a much better blog, now that I know how they work, but until classes conclude for the semester I won’t have time to implement the changes.  This brings me to time management; I am simply overscheduled, which is completely my doing so I am unable to point the finger elsewhere.  I recognize it and will make adjustments to my future class schedules.  A recent promotion at work and a medical issue have added to the regular family/work/school stuff, and now I know to plan for other eventualities when doing my schedule. 
In all, I’ve enjoyed the class, have been able to apply what I’ve learned, and it has been really beneficial.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Up In The Air - Draft


Cindy Crain
ENG 102
Laura Cline
20 April 2012

Time, Balance, Fulfillment (and Cardboard Cutouts)

The horrific events of 9-11 and the economic downturn that followed in the United States have created a return to a more holistic lifestyle.  As people lose their high paying jobs, they turn to other things for evidence of their self worth.  The book Up in the Air, published in 2001 during positive economic times, illustrated the lack of humanity and the disconnection between Ryan Bingham and other characters; whereas the movie, released in 2009 amidst a punishing economic climate, emphasized the connections.    The heart of the movie was about family and intimate relationships.  The interviews at the end of the movie that showed people talking about how their family or friends got them through the crisis of job loss reflect the change in our society.  When they lost their jobs, their focus shifted from their professional life to their life in its entirety.  What people focus on is what their lives become; so hyper focusing on a specific financial or numeric goal, as Ryan Bingham did with his million miles in the book, creates a status-based outlook, whereas having the spotlight on personal development creates a more holistic outlook with finances being a part of the balance but not the focal point.
In the book, Ryan is so focused on the million mile mark that he neglects other things in his life such as family, friends and health.  His family takes the backseat to his quest, such as when he is so wrapped up in a phone conversation regarding his miles that his sister finally leaves the car and starts walking down the highway in the other direction and he doesn’t hang up right away, but continues talking to Linda about his possible lost miles:  “Julie is tiny now.  Is that her thumb out?  We’re past the speck point, into the unknown.  This will go down as the time I cast her off in northern Colorado or southern Wyoming and will pass to Kara as part of her moral arsenal” (Kirn 239).  This is in contrast with the movie, when Ryan takes the cutout of his sister and her fiancĂ© to different places as he travels and takes photos of it.  In the book this would have been out of character.  Not only would he have considered himself too busy for the project, but with the drug activity he engaged in plus the memory difficulties he was having, he would not have been able to keep track of the cardboard cutout.  In the book everything but his goal was simply considered unnecessary distraction.  This is indicative of the times; in 2001 the pursuit of personal status was a socially acceptable pastime, in 2009 focusing solely on a status-driven goal had come to be viewed as slightly pathetic.
The movie included more personal interaction between Ryan and other characters, and he got involved in a close relationship with Alex.  Because he was living in the post 9-11 world, he was able to show a higher level of sensitivity.  This close interaction was neglected in the book, and in fact Ryan didn’t express any real desire to have interpersonal relationships or create connections.  The closest he gets is with Alex, when he notes, “The rest was all a bonus.  And I may just have met my soul mate tonight, though I’m still not sure which one she was” (Kirn 324).  In the movie Ryan mentored a young, green coworker – true, not by choice – but he stepped up and did it, and displayed compassion and some tenderness toward her.  As many men who have lost their jobs have been thrust into the position of caretaker while their wives are in some cases still employed, men are gaining empathy.  The social definition of what it means to be a man has shifted as men’s roles have become more ambiguous.  Men are freer to express understanding and are in fact encouraged to do so as they are caring for their young children or dealing with teenage angst.
In contrast, in the book Ryan was completely goal-oriented to the exclusion of all else.  The quest for miles became his life, so much so that when Linda, one of the women he sees, calls it a symbol, he thinks, “I’m disappointed to hear her put it this way.  It’s insensitive and inaccurate.  She demeans me.  The Nike ‘swoosh’ is a symbol.  This isn’t that.  This is life, this thing, and this is me, and this woman who claims to care for me should understand” (Kirn 235).  Ryan was able to focus solely on his mileage goal because no more was expected of him; it was accepted as the norm during that time period, but men being portrayed in 2009 needed to have a broader focus in their lives in order to be believable characters.  Those without families were not exempt from this emerging social distinction; they had different options, but the societal mandate was clear: You are not your job.  Become more. 
This is not to say that women did not bump up against this same mandate, but the majority of women were already juggling more and for them a shift was required, but not a complete overhaul.  In addition, more men than women were influenced by the recession.  The New York Times defined one of the buzzwords of 2009 as, “mancession – a recession that affects men more than women.  Also hecession” (Leibovich/Barrett 3).  When a man’s identity is tied up in his job, and he loses that job and has difficulty finding another, his life requires restructuring.  Some of the words being tossed around in the years leading up to 2009 were life balance and personal fulfillment, as men who were accustomed to working each day began to find other ways to enrich their lives.  Men’s magazines contained advice on how to achieve balance and women’s magazines overflowed with articles on how women could help the men in their lives retain their dignity and create new ways of looking at themselves.  Suddenly, due to social pressure, even men who hadn’t lost their jobs were thrust into this other way of being. 
In the period between 2001 and 2009 a wealth of books about health and wellness flew off the shelves, and books on men’s health were suddenly more prolific.  Women have been notoriously interested in wellness, weight loss and the total body, but now books were popping up with titles like The Men’s Health Longevity Program: A 12-week Plan to Bolster Your Health, Get Lean, Boost Your Brainpower, Power Up, Feel Great Now and Later, Keep the Sex Hot, with chapters titled: “Eat to AgeProof Your Body” (Goldberg 285), and, “Acknowledge a Higher Force” (Goldberg 374).  The self-help genre was certainly available to men prior to this time in history, but focused more on management style and work habits.  Suddenly authors had a whole new target market, men – many without jobs – who were becoming more interested in their personal development and overall wellness.  The screenwriters of Up in the Air had to acknowledge these societal shifts in order for the movie to be successful.  
Releasing the movie in 2009 as the book was written in 2001 would have meant that Ryan, as the main character, was not authentic at the time of release.  The events of 9-11, as well as the significant financial slump between 2001 and 2009, changed the United States as an entity and each individual living within its borders, so much so that something written months before was out of date, let alone eight years prior.  Adjustments had to be made in order to compensate for the social shifts that occur when major events transpire.  In order for Ryan to be a believable character he had to lose a bit of his focus on the status of mileage and take on more sensitivity and empathy; otherwise he would have appeared no more realistic than the cardboard cutouts of his sister and her fiancĂ©, simply posing as someone having a life. 





Works Cited

Kirn, Walter. Up in the Air: A Novel. Anchor Books, 2009. Print.

Leibovich, Mark and Barrett, Grant. "Buzzwords: Coining a Not Great Year." The New York         Times 20 Dec 2009: late ed.: WK03. Print.

Goldgerg, Kenneth A. The Men’s Health Longevity Program: A 12-week Plan to Bolster Your      Health, Get Lean, Boost Your Brainpower, Power Up, Feel Great Now and Later, Keep         the Sex Hot. St. Martins Press, 2005. Print.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Up in the Air thesis statement


The draft of my thesis paragraph is below, with my thesis statement underlined.

The economic downturn has created a return to family values.  As people lose their high paying jobs, they turn to other things for evidence of their self worth.  The book Up in the Air, published in 2001 during positive economic times, illustrated the lack of humanity and the disconnection between people; whereas the movie, released in 2009 amidst a punishing economic climate, emphasized the connections.  The heart of the movie was about family and intimate relationships.  The interviews at the end of the movie that showed people talking about how their family or friends got them through the crisis reflect the change in our society.  What people focus on is what their lives become; so focusing on work – as in the book – creates a status-based outlook, whereas having the spotlight on personal development creates a more holistic outlook with work being a part of the balance but not the focal point.

Read Fired exec: 'Starbucks saved my life': "When I lost my job I thought my life was over," he says. "I didn't realize it was just the beginning." He smiles contentedly and declares, "I may have a part-time job, but I have a full-time life" (Ogunnaike, np).



Ogunnaike, Lola. CNN American MorningFebruary 05, 2009. Online.




Sunday, April 8, 2012

Up in the Air


While reading Up in the Air I was often baffled and bored.  The story just never quite captured my attention, and while generally I will read anything and find redeeming moments, I couldn't find many here.  This isn't meant as a criticism of the book choice, because I'm sure some people enjoyed it, it was just difficult for me to follow, in part because Ryan, the main character, was often incoherent due to his drug use and the medical problem he disclosed at the end. 
Ryan's profession does seem to sum up the sad state of affairs that has come about due to our world's current obsession with business and what one does for a living.  When so much emphasis is placed on what one does rather than who one is, it creates an invalidation of personality and the unique aspects contained within each person.  We are all more than our job description.  
The inability Ryan had to recall details, including the fact that in the past he had worked with the woman he was currently hooked up with, illustrates what happens when adrenal overload begins.  Adrenal overload has a variety of causes including not getting enough sleep, extreme stress, drug use, and anything else that causes the body to dip into its adrenal glands for fuel on a regular basis.  The balance between cortisol and adrenalin, once thrown off, is difficult to re-stabilize.  Adrenal overload causes a variety of symptoms including fatigue, brain fog, inability to focus, and forgetfulness. 
Again, the book was difficult for me to stay focused on.  In order to engage my attention I began to make a running list of his symptoms that pointed to adrenal fatigue as well as things that are listed as contributing to it, a few of which are listed above. This is what the endocrine system looks like, courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adrenal_glands
 A great book that discusses adrenal fatigue is Tired of Being Tired by Jessie Lynn Hanley and John Lee.  The book is discussed on Oprah.com here:  5 Ways to Bring Yourself Back from Burnout



Sunday, April 1, 2012

Mid-Semester Check In


Hello Professor Cline,

The semester so far has been interesting and I have enjoyed the wide variety of writing styles that have been covered.  The two biggest challenges for me so far have been figuring out how to make a blog work correctly, and working with MLA style – especially citing in correct form.  My biggest success has been, on a personal level, learning that writers’ block can be overcome by turning what I’m writing into short assignments similar to what we’ve done in class.  I found this out when I was having difficulty with the book I’m writing, but was perfectly able to write what was assigned.  So I turned writing a chapter into assignment form and built on what I created from the “assignment” to complete a chapter. 

            Winter’s Bone was difficult for me to finish on a couple of levels.  First, I have teenage daughters and the thought of any of them having to overcome the situations that Ree found herself immersed in was distressing.  In addition, the book was filled with the mean, terrible things humans do to each other and the ways in which we discriminate, and I generally read more positive work unless it’s a true story that I think is historically beneficial.  This book just made me feel angry, although I loved the descriptive writing and the style Woodrell utilized.  The other two writings were old fashioned, but interesting to analyze. 

            Literary analysis is profoundly different from the other styles of writing I’ve done as I generally focus on poetry and creative writing.  That said, I would rather write a 10-page paper than do a single math assignment.  Writing is always interesting and fun; the words generally flow without much difficulty and I’m learning how to use MLA style slowly but surely.

            My goals for the second half of the semester include getting my work posted to my blog earlier, making my blog more user friendly, and becoming more proficient with MLA style.  I have made concessions in my schedule to attempt to get work done prior to Sundays, but am rarely successful.  I am working 40 hours plus taking 15 credits, have three daughters and a husband, so there always seem to be obstacles, but I am aware that everyone has their own personal challenges.  Also I tend to be a perfectionist, so getting the work just right will often take precedence over getting it in early, and I work at perfecting it until my time is up.  Not an attractive trait, but there it is.  My blog is a mess, I wanted to make it something I would like to look at if I was visiting it, but I need to completely revamp it.  Figuring out how to do that will be beneficial to me in the future as I hope to publish my book and having a blog will be a good way to get my writing out there.  You are aware of how much I’ve struggled with submitting my work in MLA format, so I don’t need to go into any additional detail.

            On a side note, I appreciate the comments and suggestions you insert when correcting my drafts, it makes the concepts we’re working on seem less abstract.  Although I know it must take an extraordinary amount of time to go into that much detail for so many students, it is very helpful.

Thank you!

Cindy Crain